True Colors

Gold

Sometimes it surprises me how predictable those things are. Whenever there is personality test or what not, they always show that Im very organized and as much as I hate to say it, perfect. I think its true, however at the same time, Im not always as "perfect" as they say. The gold part of it I can see in things such as my handwriting, as Ms. E said, I write in all caps. Also the little things like having all my binders way to organized and my closet being color-coordinated. However, My room is always a mess, I hardly ever pick up after myself, and I have stuff scattered everywhere. Sometimes I dont understand it but if it makes any sense I can see more of Gold in me then any other color. I hate the word perfect but people say I am, nobody is perfect, Im definatly not perfect. I hate my handwriting even though everyone that I have come acrossed loves it. I feel like im very unorganized and I constantly forget stuff. My keys should be permentaly placed in my pocket, as Im always losing them. I can see flaws in myself that nobody else sees, flaws that only I know about because I try to show people the better side of me the, what a surprise, virgo that Im suppose to be. Im as honest as I can be, I cant see myself being anything other than gold but I dont always feel that im gold. Sometimes I can be the other colors, when Im with my friends, or people that Im really close to, but overall the real Katie is gold. Maybe I dont want to admit that Im gold. Maybe I want to try to say that Im blue, orange, or green, but I cant change who I am , I cant change the fact that its how Ive performed things my whole life.