Dreams.

I had a very odd dream last night. Actually its been something Ive been wanting to do for a long time so my dream was sort of like an added bonus. I had a dream that I finally just snapped in my fifth hour class. Honestly Ive never hated going to a class more than that one, and its one of my favorite classes. Ive never met more heartless rude people in my entire life. I didnt even know people could live with themselves being that rude to somebody. I guess its just part of whats out there in the world I guess.

Blue Like Jazz

does anyone have this book because I really want to read it.

anyway...I cant wait for spring break. Dinner and the hockey game sound amazing right now. Guess what else does too....SLEEP. Im so glad its the weekend.

The phone is ringing...

so the phone rings like 10 minutes ago and its a cell phone number, I dont recognize it I yell for my dad, i dont answer calls I dont know, I dont know why. He's yelling wheres the phone. I yell back in my hand. Im calmly telling him I dont know who it is for him to take it. In the process of him FLIPPING out over nothing the answering machine picks up and they leave no message. He decides hmmm how can I handle this calmly or flip out and see if I can cheer my kid up a little more. So thank you for flipping out of the stupiest thing in the world. This is now day 31 of the ongoing life I am living.

March 26, 2007 ten years later.

When I walked into school this morning I came and talked to Ms. E and she asked me the "trivia question" and it took me like three hints and like five minutes of just thinking before it finally occured to me. I even blogged about it earlier this year but I was in somewhat of shock when it hit me that its already been ten years since that fight. I dont even think I can fully comprehened how much hockey has changed since that rival first started. We barely even play Colorado anymore. Hockey isnt even close to as eventful as it use to be. I was sitting in my house on Saturday watching the game and I saw that hit Brett Lebda took and was thinking to myself, can you even imagine if Mac, Shanny, or even go far back to Probert, how Nemina would have been bleeding on the ice in a matter of seconds. Im not saying the wings arent tough anymore but that element of hockey was definatly lost, not to mention the rediculous calls the refs make. Bertuzzi however shocked me with the hit he made Saturday and just how fast hes getting back. During the intermission they were showing clips from the fight and Red Wings Weekly was completly dedicated to it, but I remember looking at it and just knowing Shanny is about to fly into the air, Vernon and Roy fight...now, and just knowing what is going to happen and for the FIRST time I looked further than just them fighting. I saw in the back none other than Nick Lidstrom in the brawl. I've never seem something more amazing in my entire life. Im not even sure if he was actually fighing but the fact that he was on the ice when all of that happened just amazed me. He is the one person Ive always wanted to just see lay somebody out. He's definatly gotten a lot tougher with the new rules so I've been pretty impressed but wow. It was amazing.

GOOD NEWS.

Everything is starting to go back to normal and im so excited I cant even comprehend what im trying to write in this.
They took my grandma off the vent again last night. She has gone 17 hours without it and once she hits 24 hours its considered sucessful. When she was put in ICU last friday I wrote "Hi Nanny. We Love You." and yesterday when I went and saw her she was making my uncle take down all the cards from the board and then pointed at me and showed me what I wrote. She made my mom wash it off and then asked her where her clothes were. She thought she could go home my mom started laughing and was like crazy its been like 2 hours. not yet. Shes been really funny. So Im going back up there yet again today but I did finally go out yesterday. I went to dinner and a movie with my cousin and our friend. We went to Olive Garden and the went and saw "Shooter" which was really good. I didnt want to originally see it but I thought it was really good. It kind of reminded me of the Borne Identity almost a little to much but it was still good. Anyway just wanted to update you guys I have to go do homework and what not finally. Hope everyones weekend was good!

Update...

My grandma is doing a lot better. I still have no idea when she will be out of the hospital and Im sure until she can live I will continue to live at the hospital. I just want normal food and a homecooked meal. Im so sick of the disgusting food that they serve and the hospital. I still have a hard time sleeping, Im not sure if that will change. On a side note, my uncle who usualy get me my wings tickets and concert tickets got a list from me. I love when summer comes, concerts are the best. Ive been to so many and this summer I will be mobile so I cant wait. I really want to go to some more wings games before the season ends but I doubt it with everything thats going on. Last year I went to a playoff game so that would be fun to do but I dont know....

Iris.

Im analyzing the song Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls for my literary project. Listening to that song makes me think so much, it always has. Even though it was written for the movie its still one of those songs that could pertain to ANYTHING in life...enjoy.

And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now Verse 2 And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Verse 3 And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Chorus I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am