wow. Its been a while.

Break has been so boring. The only day I have left my house to do anything was Monday and Tuesday. Over the weekend I didnt even get dressed thats how fed up I was with everyone. I want to leave this state and do something. Its a little late now. Hopefully the rest of the week will be good. I've got plans friday and saturday so HOPEFULLY I will be doing sometheing. Monday I lightened my hair, so its not black anymore but its nothing drastic. However, my hairstylist Rian wants me to go back to finish it. So apparently were not done. I wish my hair was long again. On a side note, Saturday I was pretty much having a heartattack during the wings game. I flipped out when Henrik got his first hattrick. My dad witnessed it and laughed for a while considering I almost fell off my couch and pillows were thrown, I screamed really loud. Pretty embarrising, at least it was just my dad. If my mom would have seen me I would have gotten in trouble. The post I deleted would explain why but, I kind of think maybe I should post it but Im just a little ehh about it. God shes really bothering me, she yelled at me yesterday about my henrik thing, if only she knew, so I purposly was screaming and yelling like a little 4 year old everytime he was on. She went in her bedroom and shut her door...Ive been listening to music I havent listened to in a long time. It makes me happy. I want to go buy new clothes really bad. I hate everything I wear. I hate my style a lot I dont know why. I need a car, since I need to buy stuff to finish my childrens story and I am yet to buy it since nobody can take 5 minutes out of their day. This is kind of putting me in a bad mood, its making me think of how much this break sucks. Hopefully spring break I will get to go to Chicago, Ive always wanted to go there but Ive never been. Over the summer Im going camping for the first time. Im scared Im going to die in the wilderness I hate the outdoors. I should be going to Boston too. I was suppose to go last summer but the wonderful right knee of mine said no thanks. My goo goo dolls concert is in 12 days Im excited. I didnt go to the Jack's Mannequin concert we didnt have money and an hour before the concert started my mom asked me why I didnt say anything because she was going to pay for me and my cousin to go. Yay. I love how she waits until an hour before it starts. So of course my cousin already had plans and since I was still in pissed off fest I needed to shower and what not. Anyway I hope everyone is having a better break than me. See you guys Monday.